Saturday, April 30, 2011

Project 365:: Day 120


Day 120 Keep our dog in your thoughts and prayers. After an exhausting week of visitors were thrown a final blow. Our dog, Emma, was lethargic and wobbly, so we took her to the emergency vet clinic. $943 later, we still have no clue what is wrong, just that she is very sick with a 104.6 degree fever and some sort of infection. Lets hope she perks up tomorrow!

Project 365:: Day 119


Day 119
Today we headed to Tulip Town to see the tulip fields. We loved eating lunch at the Skagit River Brewing Company where both boys were happy being fed navy bean & ham soup. What spoiled boys!!! More pics to come!

Project 365:: Day 118


Day 118 SURPRISE! We have a little guy who likes crawling backwards! Just in time for Gigi's surprise visit! We are so excited!!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Project 365:: Day 117


Day 117 Uncle Sam arrived last night! We have been looking forward to his arrival all week and Clark was especially excited to see his uncle's fuzzy chin.

Project 365:: Day 116


Day 116 We have had so much family visiting Kannon has been worn out! He fell asleep on the couch after his swimming lessons yesterday.  What a cutie!

Monday, April 25, 2011

Project 365:: Day 115


Day 115
Gigi sent the boys some Crayola Bath Tints for Easter. Kannon had so much fun swirling the water around and was trying to help bathe Clark. I love these two!

Project 365:: Day 114


Day 114
We had a wonderful Easter. Dale had no clue that I had been hiding gifts and baskets in my closet for weeks. So at 8 when I said someone had been here, he had no clue I was referring to the Easter bunny. Everyone was surprised and delighted with their new toys and garb. Look how cute Kannon is!

Project 365:: Day 113


Day 113 What does a mom have to do to get a little peace and quiet?

Sunday, April 24, 2011

photo therapy:: Easter


From the words of Kannon's touch and feel Easter book:

"Easter is a joyful time, of love, and life, and Spring. 
Wish your friends and neighbors, Happy Easter everyone!!!"

And so we celebrate: love, life, and Spring.


We decorated eggs using natural dyes, like spinach, blueberry, and turmeric.


We used rubber bands and crayons to make them stripy and wonderful.



We had little helpers carefully drop eggs into our lucious dyes.


We waited and waited and were surprised with how beautiful our little eggs turned out.




And finally, Easter arrived.  We shared our baskets, excited and grateful for friends and family.


And we stared at our pretty little eggs.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Project 365:: Day 112


Day 112  Yep, that sand is sure tasty! Kannon kept saying "please". He really wanted some of that sand but was disappointed the minute he got a taste.  Yuck!

Project 365:: Day 111



Day 111 Last year we used natural egg dyes to give our spring spheres some color. They were beautiful shades of yellow, brown, and gray dyed with the last bits of wilting food in our fridge, leftover coffee, fermented juice. It is amazing that something lifeless and dead could produce so much color with just a few steps. So this year, we boiled 3 dozen eggs and looked to our fridge for inspiration. We weren't disappointed! In fact, we were surprised that our eggs came out mottled green and marbled blue. You can pretty much use any leftover scraps, boil in some water, and 2 tablespoons of vinegar....but here's what we did.


Yellow: 2 tablespoons of turmeric, 2 tablespoons of vinegar, 3/4 cup water. Boil for 10 minutes. Let cool, dye eggs.


Blue-Gray: Prune Juice, blueberries, vinegar and water. As per above, boil, dye, repeat.


Mottled Brown: 1 cup of strong coffee, 2 tablespoons vinegar. No need to boil, just dye your eggs.


Mottled Green: Spinach leaves (dead or alive), 1 tablespoon turmeric, 2 tablespoons of blueberry (juice, jam, frozen, fresh, whatev') 1 cup of water, 2 tablespoons vinegar. Boil for 20 minutes. Cool. Toss your eggs in. If you want a cool mottled look, leave the solids in. If you want a solid bright green, strain and then dye.

****This dye looks red but it dyes green. Amazing, deep, foresty, green.

Red-Orange: 2 tablespoons of paprika, 3 tablespoons of chilli powder, 1/2 cup of water, 2 tablespoons vinegar. Boil, cool, dye.

You can use anything. From orange peels to carrots and cocoa powder. Just use no more than a cup of water and add 2 tablespoons of vinegar. Boil, cool, and dye. The longer you leave them in the darker they get.  Just remember if they are dyeing for more than 30 minutes, you should put everything in the fridge.  How easy is that? More pictures to come but you can tease yourself with some from here:

Like those stripes?  Use rubber bands around your eggs to give them a stripey look.  Better yet, get creative with some white crayons.  

****I will confess that we also used some food coloring for some.  It was easier for Kannon to help play with rather than risking a chili powder or coffee burn.  Still pretty nonetheless.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Project 365:: Day 110

Day 110 Clark says:  Great.  Painted feet, this would be another one of Mom's bright ideas. 

****Stay tuned to find out what we made for Mother's Day gifts!

mama confesses:: the nursing dilemma

I have been nursing Clark since birth.  He is now 6 1/2 months old.  I always knew that I would make it to 6 months, I just never knew how easy it would be getting here.  Nursing was fine with Kannon, but we never really hit it off, and once I got pregnant again, my supply disappeared and we stopped.  There was nothing to really miss.  With the excitement of another baby on its way I knew I would get my chance again.  So Clark has been nurse exclusively for 6 1/2 months. I long for our nursing sessions. 

Now I am faced with so many decisions. Wean? Pump? Formula? I dont know!

If you didn't know already, I have been accepted and will be joining Teach for America this year.  While I am so proud of myself and excited for the future--this offer presents a challenge.  5-weeks of training in Phoenix, AZ.  So, I will be leaving the boys with Dale (and whoever volunteers their time to help-out!!!) and packing my bags for 5 weeks of intense training. 

5 weeks!  I am not crazy.  Dale will come down and visit with the boys and perhaps they will be able to stay an extra week or two. We haven't quite worked out the details yet. This will be the first time I have left them.  I am scared, nervous, excited.  Somedays I am plagued with guilt.  Other days I am content knowing the kids will have a great time bonding with Dale.  It is a new step in our life, our marriage, and our parenting.

And so goes the question, can I keep nursing?  Can I pump enough between now and then?  Can I pump while I am in training?  Can I store milk? Will my supply come back when I come home?  Or should I just take advantage of our family visiting next week and start slowly introducing formula?  Is this really the end?

I haven't decided.  I know that whatever decision we make will be the right one.  I don't know whether to feel sad or defeated if I choose to stop.  I don't know if I should be proud if I decided to continue nursing against all challenges.  It is a big dilemma and I don't think anyone can answer the question for me but any words of advice would be appreciated.  

Project 365:: Day 109

Day 109 Who needs a playpen when you have a laundry basket? It fits perfect under our dinner table so no creatures can disturb him! I think he likes it.

Project 365:: Day 108

Day 108 This guy was a little cranky when he woke up from naptime.  Look at that cranky face!!! He must have realized that our dog and cats conspired to eat the leftover pork.  No lunch for you!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Project 365:: Day 107


Day 107 My two bathtime cuties!

Project 365:: Day 106

Day 106 Kannon loves exploring his tunnel. Although, I think Clark is a little jealous!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

photo therapy:: rediscovered

I was cleaning up my desktop when I noticed these photos that were ignored during their original edits.  This is why I NEVER delete photos (not entirely true, I delete fuzzy, unfocused, boring, unprofessional photos but you get the point).  Yes, my external hard-drives are full, but it is worth it to go back and find something new about a photo.  I find new meaning with photos or reminisce a little. These had were taken a while back but remind me how fast kids grow.
This was taken when Kannon was 7 months old.  He is wearing Dale's favorite hat that we acquired at an antique shop.  Unfortunately the hat has disappeared but that cutie is still around!


Kannon was 12 months old in these photos.  I meant to send them out for his birthday invites but never got around to it.  He still loves the goldfish----an the goldfish is still around!

 There are a lot of things wrong with this photo technically speaking.  The inconsistent lighting etc.  However, I love his little feet in this photo. They make a little heart!  Clark was about 2 or 3 months old and I was having a HARD time getting him to cooperate....but this one steals my heart.  He has my papa's (and my mama's) feet.  He is also sporting my engagement ring which is my great-grandma Pete's diamond.  Between Dale's eyebrows, my nose, and a widow's peak, this kid is calling to all generations!  I love the sentiment.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Project 365:: Day 105


Day 105 Create-a-caption!  Seriously, I dont really have an explanation for this one.  Belt, cape, puffs....were they attempting Quail Man?

Project 365:: Day 104


Day 104 Tonight the boys took a bath together with Clark sitting up! Clark has been sitting up for quite some time, but it seems I haven't been able to snap a photo of the two. They love the nightly routine and have fun splashing each other. Kannon has had a lot of fun pouring water over Clark's head but I am not sure Clark feels the same way.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

photo therapy:: spring

We celebrated the first day of Spring with a trip downtown for Daffodil Day.  Unfortunately, it didn't feel very "springy" in the cold Seattle weather.  Both boys were tired, stuffed up, and ended up falling asleep in Starbucks before they passed out daffodils.  We did get a few quick pics in before the day ended.



mama vents:: costs

I have been deeply troubled the last few days by the high costs of living.  What are we working towards as a society?  $25,000 cars, $40,000 tuition bills, $1200 per month for childcare, added with healthcare costs, gas, and food?  Where does that leave us?

I overheard someone say that to live a comfortable life  in Seattle you need to earn $200,000 a year.  Whether this is true or not it certainly got me thinking.  As I embark on a new journey of becoming a working mother, I have had to ask myself if this is the right decision.  I will have to pay someone at least $1200 a month to watch my kids, pay for gas and commuting---hell, I might have to buy a second car.  There will be expenses for clothes, a laptop, coupled with books, testing fees, and an overall change in lifestyle.  All for a $42,000 salary?  Is this even possible?  Yet, I have to work.  Not only would the second income be nice, health insurance, retirement plans, life insurance etc, but this is an opportunity to show that I am more than just a mother.

Now that the calculator is adding up, I really have to question myself, what is so bad about just being "mom".  Nothing. I love it.  But again, we need a second income.  We need to buy a house. We need health insurance.  We need to start saving for those big fancy overpriced colleges.  We need a retirement plan.  And apparently we need to make over $200,000 to live comfortably in Seattle.

Why?  Why are things so expensive?  How did we get to $4/gallon for gas?  How did we get to $40,000 a year for private school tuition?  How is childcare $1200/month, PER kid?  We can justify $600 for a new iPad and military funding, yet we are cutting healthcare and education.  What are our priorities?  What are we teaching our children?  How did we become such a consumerism driven society? 

I ask that fellow friends and parents really ask themselves about their lifestyle.  Are new toys important?  New iPhones and new cars? What about healthy eating?  Books?  Family night?  What happened to public transportation?  What about teaching our children that society matters; education matters, healthcare matters; people matter. Just looking at our lifestyles and the high cost of life, there is a troubling discrepency between what we want our world to look like and what it actually is.

As I continue to research my options, I am left with one question:  why am I leaving my kids at home to go on to teach others?  Is it fair?  And the answer is yes.  Education matters.  I am a born-teacher and I wish to teach my children and ALL children.  I may have my own agenda and dream of Utopian society, but is that really bad?  Is it really bad to want to teach children how to become active and involved citizens, aware of their global and local communities?  Is it really bad to teach social justice and remind ourselves about solidarity, community, giving back?  Is it really bad to empower children and make their potential known?


What kind of world are we living in?  What do we want our children to learn?  What are our priorities?  What are YOUR priorities?  We need to make some changes. 

Alright.  Just a rant.  

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

The Picky Eater.


We have been blessed with two very good eaters.  I attribute this to the Baby-Led Weaning we have practiced amongst many things.  I also have had Kannon in the kitchen since he was born.  Seriously.  He helped me make a pumpkin pie when he was 6-weeks old.  Granted he was sleeping most of the time but his presence was known.  He loves to help with dinner and takes pride in washing carrots, selecting potatoes and greasing a pan.

However, even Kannon has picky moments.  When he was teething, he only wanted purees and cookies.  When he was sick, white rice was all he ate, snubbing his nose to all his usual favorites. During these days, I racked my brain trying to come up with options and felt like I failed when Kannon threw my freshly handmade pasta onto the ground.

Toddlerhood comes with many challenges and eating is probably the biggest.  I worked at a preschool that was full of picky eaters.  One kid only ate white things.  Another preferred PB&Js.  Others were voracious eaters and some simply needed a fork.  While toddlers are escape-artists, couch climbers, and adventurous, they are also creatures of habit.

Regardless of your toddler's tastes or habits, here are some ideas that helped me with Kannon and all those pesky preschoolers.

1.) Dipping.  Kids love to dip.  Heck, adults love to dip! Offer some cut strawberries with yogurt or roasted veggies with hummus.  Its new and exciting and encourages them to taste things (whether they like it or not).

2.) Shapes.  When Kannon was 8 months old he preferred finger shaped food.  Now that he is older he likes zuchinni ribbons, triangle and circle shapes.  I have found that the way I slice and dice influences his apetite.

3.) Dig in! Offer forks and spoons if you dont already do so.  Some kids I worked with refused to eat without a spoon--even if they didn't use it.  It took my third day to realize this---when a very pleasant toddler politely took my fork.

4.) Help! Toddlers love to mimic mommy and daddy.  They are learning side by side with you.  It only makes sense to include them in your kitchen activities.  Let them pick the veggies.  Let them stir, mix, and mash.  Usually in the process, he ends up tasting some uncooked carrots or warm potatoes.

5.) Ala Carte! Kannon won't eat mac & cheese.  He will, however, eat mac with a side of cheese sauce.  He carefully dips each pasta noodle into the cheese sauce.  Again, toddler love to dip!

6.) Try.  Try. Try again.  Just keep trying.  The more you offer new foods the more interested your child will grow---especially if they see you eating the same.

Don't let mealtime get you down.  Don't pressure your child, bribe them with sweets, or withhold their favorites.  Eventually, they get it.  And when they do take that first bite of brussel sprout, do a mental "YEEHAW!" you don't want to ruin the moment with your excitement. 

Lastly, some recipes!!!

Check out wholesomebabyfood.com for AWESOME finger food recipes.
The Baby-Led Weaning Cookbook is also a great resource.

Some of my personal faves:

Fritters
2 cups of shredded fruit (apple and pears are great!)
1 cup of shredded veggie (zucchini, carrots, turnips etc)
1/2 cup of flour
1 egg
dash of milk
dash of cinnamon

Combine everything until it is all incorporated.  You can add more flour and milk if you want a more pancake like consistency.

Add a few glugs of olive oil and heat over medium-high heat.  Add a few spoonfuls of batter and cook until golden brown on each side. 

Let cool and serve with honey-cream cheese or yogurt.



Broccoli & Cheddar Cheese Nuggets (Makes a big batch, but they freeze well!)
Ingredients:
1 16-oz  Package frozen broccoli, cooked, drained, and chopped
1 cup Seasoned bread crumbs (you could try using baby cereal if you want, we know it works well with "baby meatballs")
1 ½ cups Shredded cheddar cheese (please use real cheese and not a "processed cheese food" product.  Try tomato & basil cheddar.)
3  Large eggs or 5 egg yolks -
Most pediatricians say it's ok to use whole egg in a baked good when baby is over 8-9 months old without allergies. We would recommend that you substitute 5 egg yolks for the whole eggs if serving this to those under 1 yr.  Ask YOUR pediatrician.
Directions:
Preheat oven to 375
1. Lightly coat a baking sheet with olive oil and set aside.
2. Combine all remaining ingredients and mix well.
*Add seasonings if you  like - garlic powder, pepper, extra basil & oregano for example. Add a fruit or veggie puree to substitute for the eggs if desired.
3. Shape mixture into nuggets or fun shapes such as squares or squigglies etc..and place on baking tray. Bake for 20 to 25 minutes, turn nuggets over after 15 minutes. Serve warm. Be sure to crumble these if your baby needs.
Suitable for those who have had the ingredients and for those who can handle texture and mash foods with their gums.  Great for Moms & Dad too.

Apple Turkey Loaf/Sticks 
Ingredients:
1 lb ground turkey
1 whole egg or 2 egg yolks, beaten
1/2 cup pureed carrots
1/4 cup applesauce
1/4 cup unprocessed natural wheat or oat bran
1/4 cup bread crumbs
pinch of basil
pinch of garlic powder
Directions:
Place ground turkey in a large mixing bowl.
Add the egg/yolk, carrots, applesauce, spices, bread crumbs and bran.
Mix well - If this mixture appears too dry, add more carrots or applesauce. If this mixture appears too wet, add more bran and/or bread crumbs
Place mix into a lightly oiled (olive oil) loaf pan and bake at 350F for approx. 45 minutes or until an inserted knife comes out clean. **You may wish to cover with foil to prevent the top from burning
When finished baking and cooled, remove loaf from pan and slice as you would for bread. Break into small bits for finger feeding or mash or chop gently
This recipe may also be made into "Turkey Sticks" for Toddlers and older babies who are able to handle more textured/chunky finger foods. 

Baby's Curried Lentils
First, sauté up some veggies like celery, carrots, onion and 2 cloves of garlic - and cubes of tofu too.
Prepare Lentils according to package directions, set the timer for 15 minutes.  Be sure to clean and sort the Lentils to ensure that "garden bits" such as small pebbles are not present.
Add the above veggies and tofu to the lentils that have been cooking and continue to cook.
Add curry powder (more or less to suit your baby's tastes - you can always set aside a portion for baby and then add more spices for the rest of the family.) Add a pinch of cardamom and coriander if you like as well.
You can also add diced tomatoes for babies who are not sensitive to acid and/or are 10 months old or over.

Zucchini & Carrot Fritters
Best for those 8 months of age and over. Exchange the cayenne with a bit of garlic powder if desired. Make a cucumber yogurt dip.
Ingredients:
1 medium carrot (peeled)
1 medium zucchini
1 small onion
1/3 cup ricotta cheese - *Skip ricotta and sub in 1/3 cup of milk if you prefer
1 egg
1/2 cup fllour (whole wheat or all purpose)
1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper
olive or canola oil spray
1. Wash vegetables.
2. Grate carrot and zucchini and chop the onion.
3. Mix vegetables, ricotta cheese (or milk), egg, flour and pepper.
4. Lightly spray non-stick fry pan with oil spray and warm pan on medium heat
5. Place large spoonfuls in fry pan, flatten and cook for 7 minutes or until golden.
6. Turn to other side and cook a further 7 minutes or until golden. Serve with cucumber yogurt dip
Cut the fritters into pieces that your baby will be able to handle. You could also bake these at 375F, on a lightly olive oiled baking sheet for approx 20-25 minutes. Turn half way through cooking and be sure to check on the progress often to avoid burning.

Apple & Turnip Salad (adapted from Organics A-Z)

1 cup grated apple (2 or 3 apples)
1 cup grated turnip (we'd use rutabaga as it is more sweet)
2 to 4 tbs chopped parsley
1 tbs of olive oil
pepper, basil, nutmeg

Grate up your apple and turnip and steam gently for 10 minutes or until just tender. When cooled, empty into a large bowl and toss with olive oil and spices of your choice.

Pumpkin Risotto (DELICIOUS FOR EVERYONE!!!)
1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil
1 cup finely chopped onion
1 tablespoon chopped garlic
2 cups arborio rice
1 cup apple juice)
About 6 cups of hot chicken stock or vegetable stock
1 sugar pumpkin, one half baked and then pureed; the other half, peeled, cut into small dice, and sauteed in a little oil and butter until tender
1/2 cup grated Parmesan
4 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into small pieces

In a medium-size skillet, heat the olive oil over medium-high heat. Add the onion and garlic and saute, until translucent and soft. Add the arborio rice and stir so that the rice is coated in the oil. Cook until translucent, stirring all the while.
Add the apple juice and continue stirring and cooking until the juice has been absorbed. Slowly pour in enough chicken stock to cover the rice completely, about 3 cups, and continue to cook, stirring often, until all the liquid is absorbed.
Pour in 1 cup more of the remaining stock and stir and cook until it has been absorbed. Repeat with last cup of stock. Add the remaining cup and cook until the rice is soft but but not mushy. Most of the stock will be absorbed at this point.
Stir in the pumpkin puree and the diced pumpkin and reduce heat so that risotto and pumpkin mix in and infuse. Do not simmer - stir in the Parmesan and butter then serve.
I think I found this from the food network - it's printed on now tattered paper and "network" is in the upper left-corner. It's tattered because of over-use but my notes/tweaks are still legible - I have it down without the need to read.

Creamy Quinoa & Bananas
1 cups cooked quinoa
1/2 cup plain whole milk yogurt
1/2 banana, mashed
In medium saucepan, combine ingredients and simmer on low for approximately 10 minutes. You are simply warming the ingredients and not cooking them. Please watch this closely so that the quinoa is not reduced to a pastey thickness.



Project 365:: Day 103

Day 103 Kannon loves playing in water but these days his water play has gotten a little wetter than my kitchen floors would like.  Hence the naked boy, playing with buckets of water outside.  He loves it! Just remember to keep the door shut---I got soaked by a ladle seconds after this photo.  Kannon's response---EEEEEEEEHHHHKKKKK! 

Project 365:: Day 102

Day 102 We were all a little excited for Kannon's first day of swim lessons.  The clock was just ticking by so to pass the time we made some play dough.  After a mix of flour, water, salt, oil, and food coloring, we added some kitchen tools and Kannon had a blast. 


1 1/2 cups of flour

3/4 cups of salt

1/4 cup water

1/8 cup of oil

A few drops of food coloring (or use blueberry juice in a pinch!)

Mix the wet ingredients with the coloring.  Add flour and salt and mix until it is all combined.  Add more flour if it is too tacky or more water if it is too dry.  Store in an airtight container. Enjoy!

Project 365:: Day 101

Day 101 We headed to Tango for a little family meal and catch up with old friends. Many of you know that Dale and I met at Tango and love any opportunity to go back.  We ordered a diablo, a rich flourless chocolate cake, and before we could get our spoons, Kannon was eating his share.  Apparently, he enjoyed it.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Project 365:: day 100

Day 100 Kannon and Clark shared their first official dinner. I think it went well!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

love.

Project 365:: Day 99

Day 99 Lunch time at our house!  Notice any furry creature drooling by my side? 

photo therapy:: Clark 6 months

Our little Clark turned 6 months today.  It is hard to believe how 6 months already went by!  It is even harder believe how cute this little guy is!!!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Project 365:: Day 98

Day 98 Clark is 6 months old and to celebrate we enjoyed some angel food cake with strawberries and whipped cream. Kannon loved every bite----shhh! Dont tell the pediatrician!

Project 365:: Day 97

Day 97 I will never admit to my husband that I like flowers but I do.  I try to deny but I love having flowers to stare at.  They are a reminder that someone was thinking about me, that I am special and loved.  Today, Dale brought me home a gorgeous bouquet of tulips as a congratulatory gift for officially accepting my position with Teach For America.  I love that man.  I also love those flowers!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Project 365:: Day 96


Day 96 How could I resist? Two cute photos for two cute (troublemaking!) boys!

Project 365:: Day 95

Day 95 Celebratory meal!!  Yummo!