Day 170 Today hit me a little hard. I haven't seen my kids in exactly a week. Between naps, class, teaching, planning, I barely get two words in to my little guys. It has been a week. Only a week. I am saddened every time I call and cant get to talk. I am saddened when I hear sweet Clark giggling or Kannon talking in the background. I long to hold them. I long for their sweet baby smells. I want to give them kisses and say "Mama's here". As long as I keep busy I don't think about our distance. But the second time stops I am reminded by this emptiness in my heart. I know we will see each other soon, but until then, all I have is this picture.
On the bright side, I did take the light rail across town to meet a friend. We wandered the mall and talked like old friends. I cant wait to do it again!
:)
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